how does it feel?

suddenly.. i wonder.. how does it feel.. if u were alone..

doing everything by yourself.. live alone.. have your breakfast alone.. making dinner n having dinner by your own.. watching movies by your own.. laugh on your own when there's joke.. tears on your own when there's sad moments.. anger on your own when there's irritating part..

especially when u r celebrating an event by your own.. though there's so many people around you.. but that just didn't wash away your loneliness..

how does it feels..

and to make it even worse.. you have people around you.. yet.. you decide to be alone.. spent you time alone.. doing things alone.. celebrate on your own.. laughing alone.. crying alone.. pissing alone..

how does it feels...

things i wanna do..

rite now.. there's either two things dat i really2 wanna do..

( 1 )

go on vacation to some island or resort and having some peace.. near beach.. xpun main air terjun.. so refreshing.. xpun g langkawi.. pn ok jgak.. blh mandi kat tasik dayang bunting..

or

( 2 )

pegi kat kawasan yg luasnya sekitar 1-2hektar yg semak samun.. nk buatpe? main tanah n bersihkan awasan tu smpi jd padang jarak padang tekukur.. pastu semak2 yg dh d potong/ tebas/ pape jelah.. kumpul2 pastu bakar.. pastu lepak2 kat tepi pembakaran tuh.. bau asap bakar rumput tuh.. lpak2 tgk kawasan yg sblumnye semak samun skrg dh lapang..

best x?

thoughts...

"Ilmu pengetahuan bukan ciptaan manusia, tetapi rahsia takdir Ilahi yang diberikan-Nya kepada manusia. Oleh itu manusia tidak harus berlaku sombong dengan ilmu pengetahuan yang dimiliki; malah sepatutnya bersyukur"
- Hamka -

huuu penat tp syok!!

slama ni buat web2 biasa pki table sdia ada n tools yg sdia ada mmg snang.. bajet power la rs blh buat sbuah laman web yg tersusun n kemas dlm ms yg singkat.. now i'm trying to develop it from scratch.. from zero to hero.. fuuhh mmg memenatkan... sehari ni je cuma dapat setelkan css untuk style web layout... dnia ini sememangnya luas.. hmm (-.-)

just more pic of "lang-ber-kawi2" to share wif everyone (^^)

- my stay -

- takut x nk parking? XP -

- tige bdak sengal XP -

- ni first shop kami dinner -

tu je kot.. hahahahah.. taaaa (^ ^)

langkawii~~ shoooganeenaaa~~

trip to langakawi.. pk2 ingt xnak post kat blog.. tp asyik teringat2 je, so..

with pleasure, mite kudasai , dozoo~ (-.-)

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Part 1 - 3 makhluk asing XP (clap2)

haaa seronotnye jalan2 kat langkawi, bwk "tiga makhluk asing" jalan2.. keliling langkawi.. xyah pk keje.. asal bgn pagi je pk nk g jalan ke mana..asal bgn je pk jalan2... huhuhuuu.. tenangnye hidup.. walaupun untuk 4 hr.. saaaaangat seronot (^ ^) tottemo

- dudu - wuwu - lulu -



Part 2- snorkling~~

another factor which makes me gila2 bayaaangg~~ langkawi.. my newly SNORK n DIVING EXPERIEEENNCCEEEE!!!! WUUUUHHHUUU!!! (clap2) (^ ^).. hahahahah...


- ikaan di laauutt~.. par-jooosss...-

- my security box.. secure x? secure x? XP - cost me rm20 - (T_T) -


snork tu agak biasa la sbb terapung2 atas permukaan je n berenang2(pki life jacket :P) hhaahahaha..
syg cket sbb xde gmbr ms diving tu.. blh je.. dorg ada rakam vdeo tp kena beli dvd untuk vdeo diving kte dgn harge rm80.. malangnye pd ms tu.. kane-wa-naaaiii~ uuu~~ (T_T).. even ada duit pn it's still a bit expensive for a raw vdeo in a piece of dvd.. sodeshoo??

- my snork n diving suite - heheee -


however.. those experience are priceless.. daiji na mono keiken dazo.. hee (^ ^)
next target --> water sport, paragliding.. can't wait! (^ ^)


Part 3: dream car yahoooo!!!wahahahahah xsangka blh bwk dream car kat langkawi ni.. at last... dpt gak bwk.. HONDA CITY!!.. pergh.. mmg best.. cornering.. pick-up.. handling.. speed.. ni br keta Asia.. blum keta Contionental lg.. uhuhuhuh... tambah2 la asyik terpikir2 langkawi jeee huhuuu...

- uu xsangke akn dapat drive kete ni.. huhuu nice2 -

- wuhuuu -

- kanak2 riang bersama kete mainan mereka -


.. every moment masa kat langkawi sangat2 best.. even the moment isi mnyak kat infamous brand pnye station XP

Thanx minnaa (^ ^)

it's been a while...

donno y.. doesn't feel like 'i wanna do my work' today.. bored.. battalions of laziness attack my kingdom.. n they won.. aarrgghh damn bored..

rite now.. the only thing i wanna do is.. purchase some fun, sweet n loving japanese dramas with cute girls in there, pastu layaaannnn smpi habes smua .. huh..

plz go away.. please... onegai..

nihon online dictionary

nice one n quite sharp, try it out (' ',)v

http://www.englishjapaneseonlinedictionary.com/

past-present-future

kadang2.. ble bukak album gmbr2 lama.. teringat balik cerita2 lama.. suka-duka-perit-pedih-sedih-sesal..

.. i think.. most of people.. all around da world.. wish to go back to their past.. correct what's wrong.. to undo what shouldn't be done.. to revert to what it suppose to be.. to repeat n feel the happiness in the.. or those who wish to froze the time.. to make their happiness and joy eternal..

"how i wish to go back.. if i could.. "

"naritainaaa.. kakugo wa modore.. sosureba.. "

"arrghh.. kan bagus kalau boleh balik ke masa lepas.."

tp masa kan sehala.. there's no way people can go back to their past.. breaking the time and space.. it's impossible for us as a normal human being..

..time travel.. back to the future.. time portal..

.. there's no way we could go back to our past.. that's why there's a saying..

"let bygones be bygones..."

"kakugo wa kaku.. daijinamono-wa-ima-des.. mirai wa susume.. "

maka.. jom sama menghargai masa2 yang dilalui.. agar sentiasa dipenuhi keberkatan dan keredhaan Yang MAHA ESA..

"dengan nama Allah yang MAHA Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang.. demi masa.. sesungguhnya manusia itu dalam kerugian.. Kecuali orang-orang yang beriman dan beramal salih, dan mereka pula berpesan-pesan dengan kebenaran serta berpesan-pesan dengan sabar.."

5 je???

as usual.. every morning on my weekdays..

naik kapcai g ofis.. ....then.. biasala klau jumpa dua tge grai nasik lemak tepi jalan..

so singgah la kat satu grai feveret yg dkat cket dgn ofis.. maka hati suci pn berkata "pekena karipap lima nam ktul sdap nih" ...

.. memandangkan akak penjual nasik lemak sedang sibuk membungkus nasik lemak untuk pelanggan2nya, dgn sesuka hati teman ambik satu plastik dan dgn sesuka hati lagi mengambil 6 ketul kuih yg total harganye rm2... atau Ringgit Malaysia Dua ringgit...

dengan konfidennye - "kak.. kuih 6 ketul.." - sambil menghulurkan 2 keping not rm1...

akak tu pn reply... "kuih satu 14sen dik.. rm2 dapat 5 ketul....." ~~~

"naaniiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"-(dalam hati je la)

..terpaksala letakkan lagi seketul..

uhuk (T_T) .......